missclassicglamour
2.28.12
I miss you calling me ‘sis’. It has been a year a half since you stopped calling me that. I remembered it all started when you were in youre a senior year in high school. We were so close back then and we still are but things have changed. We were talking about your prom, and I asked who you were going with. You said just a group of friends cuz your parents wont let you have a date. And I was laughing at you -.- lol You were like ‘huh I bet when you have your prom you will be stuck with my brother!’ lol I was laughing inside. My heart was beating so fast when I heard that phrase. I told you the story behind it and you started calling me ‘sis’ and I started calling you ate ‘sis’. All those gatherings and parties we had had alot of kilig moments. We both know the real score behind all of it. The parents especially you guys’ kept teasing your brother and I should start going out -.- lol All I did was smile and looked at him not thinking he was already looking at me. Everything was already set, your parents like me, my parents like him and our family gets along fine. Time didnt let your brother and I have the relationship everyone was waiting for to happen though.
I thought it was something special too. I thought he would asked me that day too. I guess it was just special to me or let me say it was both special for your brother and I till he met someone else. When that happened I knew you were sad. We all had this pictures in mind about my prom. How you will do my make up and how you will be so happy seeing your brother and I together. That planned still happened though remember? just with a different girl. Your family was embarrassed about everything. Your mom even called me and said sorry every time she sees me. She always gives me hugs whenever the girl is around reassuring me that she still prefers me over her. All those gatherings becomes awkward for a little while but soon caught up that things are still the same. I think you guys felt that I was hurt and I think that’s the reason why things have changed. I didnt want anything changed. It was nothing for me when he ended it since nothing really was supposed to be ending. I just want our sisterly relationship back even though things didnt work out as planned.
I miss that sisterly love relationship. Remeber those days? I miss it :/
(Source: simplyehrika)
